Under Ma Twilight MoOn ZoNE ...

sometimes when i see inside the mirror,

the way i am..

looking past the many fronts displayed

i can see the mirror

seems laugh at me

i paint a little in hopes and i hide a lot,

Then sell my selves to any, who would look,

It justifies my feelings of self worth..

No ones life is fully and open book.

Uniquely, i'm as humans are the same,

For good perhaps disclosed my inner beauty,

Dressing up the image with the edited picture ,

And keep the truth from everyone...

exclude me...

well ...the picture...

juz a pieces of me....

am i right? the most part that

i love the most is my EYES...

u might fall..

but please don't look me directly

i might be lose my word....

aka SPEECHLESS...hahahah

23111

......Under Ma Twilight MoOn ZoNE ..

Hey...yaaaa....

Before I forget ....

All I ever was or would be..

I do....missing you....

I do...adore u....

I do ..hate you...

cuz everything i do or did....

is alwayz be U...

even U won't noticed me...

Before I forget..

i wanna ask u..

when i were falling down need someone to catch me ..

and where were you..???

in time of trouble needs your support

yet...

where were you

when i were need to talk to you

but now is to late ..

cuz it fade away....

i got nothing to say....

so before i forget....

leave the answer....

but if i do forget...

and i don't know what to say

or even i have no one to trust

i still cant hide the pain

For once there's nothing to gain

but please ...

For once

i want someone to understand

want someone to hold my hand

i want to erase the past

and forget the feel of ...

the pain you have caused

Tomorrow

i have to walk away

from the scares that will never show ..

mood: saje2 merepek

" We ignore who adores us and adore who ignores us"

Love not one, love not two love the one who loves you true

Love not three, love not four love the one who loves you more,

Love not five, love not six love the one who really sticks,

Love not seven, love not eight love the one who really waits...-unknown-

Love not nine, leb not ten..love your one till the end..

LOve no eleven, leb not twelve, more you leb more you have...- Mr mumble

Where words fail, action speaks. Where action fails, eyes speak. Where eyes fail, tears speak. And where everything fails, LOVE SPEAKS!

I hate you when you smile at me because you make me crazy. I hate you when you talk to me because you make me run out of words. I hate you when I see you because you make me love you more....

One beautiful heart is better than thousand beautiful faces! So, choose people having beautiful hearts rather than beautiful faces.

Never waste an opportunity to say "I Love You" to someone you really like, because it is not everyday you will meet the person who has the magic to let you fall in love.

nak share lovely word...

dari GOOGLE bkan D yang cipta:D okies..

sume xtaw...-UNKNOWN-kalau nk tahu sape reka

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juz f.y.i...

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i wish i could LOVE again

i wish i could LOVE again
over n over again
like '' U Jump I tengOk jer "
i wish i could LOVE again
again n again
like " Bila kita kuar Plzz u larh BELANJA"
i wish i could LOVE again
please n please
like '' Please pick up me with ur kereta "
i wish i could LOVE again
yes n yes
like " bila i majuk plzz u kene pujuk ler"
i wish i could LOVE again
again n again
like '' i miss u did u miss me dear "
(to be continue)

we accidentally in LOve xXx

I admit ..I do stare
I admit I do Accidentally in LOve
and ...
If I left my heart wide open
Would you turn your head,
or would you ever care....
Through every bloody tear...
Will you still be there..?
or will u STAY and stand byME
When I tell you what i really fear ..
u might Accidentally in LOve ...
with me..???
will you shed my teardrop...

I'll wait when the time comes
Then me and him willl become one
for the REST of my Life i'm Urs
as for now...
Life breathes and goes on...
I kept waving in your direction...
But you didn't stop to greet me..
because u afraid u will
Accidentally in LOve
with ME...

layan video klip ni muahahha

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LT ade bakat
tulis lirik lah huahau 3

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Dear ME ...

Dear ME ...
I was told no one can be trusted,
That from that moment on ..
i juz live my life for myself
and not for the image..
that they want me to be... because i was told .......
never be something you're not...

Dear ME ...
I grew up being told i was "Fat" ...
and that would never find anyone unless ...
i lost some weight...
so... i never had a chance to win...
sum1 that i loved...
but yet i choose to fail...back off
i know there will be someone out there...
for them much better than me...
i don't want to prove myself again ...
i had enough....

Dear ME ...
The Pain not an OPTION..
because i was told its ...
a sign of weakness...
So what if it hurts me...
It will only be a memory...
I'll smile when I look back..
Laugh at what I did wrong...

Dear ME..
As life goes on.. Time Passes by ...
I know what's like to feel like no one care's...
like no one will miss you if you left...
like you just wanna die...
cause nothing seems good no more...
but truth is... there is good in this world...
but it will only come to those...
who are willing to wait for it...
have faith..

----insyaALLAH ---

by : LAdy Twilight...

quote to share ..
Bukan LT tulis...

Yes, I’m scared...Yes, I’m jealous... I’m scared that you think she’s pretty. I’m scared that you will find her more interesting. I’m scared that you will think she’s so much better than me. I’m scared that you might leave me soon. And yes I’m jealous that she gets to see you. I’m jealous that you talked to her. I’m jealous that you had fun with her. I’m scared. I’m jealous. But that’s only because you mean a lot to me."

"I feel more comfortable talking to strangers than people I know sometimes. Perhaps this is because I’ll probably never see them ever again and I feel like I can say anything I want. They don’t know my past or what I’ve done. They can only judge me on who they’re seeing right at that very moment. I am the person I am now, not then. Some people I know don’t see the difference."

"I just keep hearing people blame love....But love doesn’t walk away, people do."

sources : from tumblr

nice huh????

semalam ....LT pegi BB..
byk nye org...hurm
alone..ade benda nak buat..
letih nya semalam gak..ade DD7 kat PPUM
LT tak pegi hikhiks...
mr F pegi..nampak belakang dia je
dalam gambar tapi i know it's him...
tak silap dia tak ley derma darah...ntahla
semalam gak sum1 told me..
what's in his mind...??
he MISS me...
but plzz....action always speak ...
gambar nih gambar hiasan
atas permintaan org yang suka
lihat LT bertudung....
(gambar mase pi dgr ceramah )







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Don't tell me who I am...
unless I wrote all my thought and my life...
on paper and handed it to you...personally..
Don't judge me because you..
don't even know half my life ..
Hate ME ??? or talking behind me ..
will never make u handsome /pretty ....
so why BOTHER ???

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Secebis Rasa

(gambar sekadar hiasan )

my on9 fren..asilah...

secebis rasa


Awak ,
sepanjang hidup nih....
puas saya mencari awak ....
bila saya jumpa awak....
saya rasa bahgia....
walaupun saya tahu....
awak bukan milik saya....
saya rasa gembira awak ada disisi....
walaupun sekadar hadir ...
sebagai pengembara masa....

awak ,
sesungguhnya hati ini....
menanti ucapan kasih dari awak....
walaupun ia sekadar sandiwara...
semoga ia dapat damaikan hati ini...
untuk seketika....

awak ,
saya nak awak tahu....
kalau suatu hari....nanti..
saya tiada lagi....
kesempatan .....

Ingatlah....saya
Pada senyuman terukir dibibir awak...
itu senyuman saya ....
yang telah awak curi dari ruangan masa ....
Pada air mata menitis dari kelopak mata awk..
anggaplah itu tanggisan saya....
disaat awak pergi tanpa menoleh kearah saya....


by : LT

( takde kena mengena yang hidup @ tidak
sekadar berkarya ,TQ )

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Action does speak Louder than word..
don't give me any excuses....






mood : TIRED
listening to : waiting for the end by LINKIN PARK

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Nama saya F jugak

sape suke bercakap dengan kucing ...???
sila angkat kaki ....????
LT suke bercakap dengan tucing
panggil die sahut pergh syiok tau..
lagi syiok kalau dia wat aksi 18SX dia heheh
aksi manja lah wehh adohhh...
mule lah buat tarian ...telanjang dia...
ek eleh..betul ape...
kucing mana pakai baju...grrrrr
aka NAKED....

name F cukup sinonim untuk kucing
sebab....nye.....F - FISH.....muahahahha
memang tak lawak saje nak bgtaw jerp:P
Kalau LT marah LT
suke mencarut WTF
what the FISH !!!lol




Nama saya F juga....
teka2 teka cepat sape
dapat teka...LT ajak kahwen FREE...
hahhaha...tak dapat ....
nakal ehh kahwen nak...:P
LT nak nikah + kahwen ahhahah
balik topik betul lah name saya F.....jugak...
kenapa LT takmo bagi tahu nama penuh???
inilah reason....nya...ehem3...jap nak
buat LIST :

• LT seorang yang suke rendah diri taknak famos amos ......( sila katakan YA =P )
• LT xnak lah pakcik GUGIL kaya sebab taip nama sebenar LT sume orang ley jumpe tak thrill lah...habis sume tweet 2, fb , blog.....( walau disorok ) sume senang dijumpai.....sesungguhnya ini hanya dunia sebahgian aje...tak sume LT perlu cerita kan....masih byk lagi perlu disorok kan..bukan kedekut ...cuma masa belum tiba.....tapi kalau LT nak ,tunang , kahwen ke nikah ...esok malam nih dah berdebar cerita excitednya ...kononlah kan...hahah....gambar kahwen mesti menyemak kan BLOG LT confirm tahap kowang meluat nye....iyerlah sume ade gambar Bf/gf jeles hati LT nih tawukk.. ( lantak kome lah )
• LT bukan v.v.i.p biarlah korang kenal LT as Lady twilight aka gadis senjakala...sebab suka berjaga bebenor.....
• sebenarnya motip nak ckp nih.....NAMA saya F jugak...kita berJODOH kowt hahahahah
  

mood : ok FINE !!! LT ...JELES
orang letak nama sebenar dekat BLOG diorg ahaks~
dem dem dem....!!!!! ahaks....
Listening to : Yellowcard ...For You and YOUR denial....
aka me and my denial ahaks ~ ngeeee.....

sambungan :

harini bawu LT reti ...and kenal ape tuh PING blog dekat GENG blogger
huhuk....mesti GAUNG gelak kan LT kalau tawuk.....dia memang jahard....
hikhiks...gurau jer boh ....ahaks...

( siap wat skrinshot hahaha )

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F.Y.I
saya NAKAL tapi saya tak GATAL...tawukkk!
saya MANJA dan bukan seorang MENGADA2 tawukk!!!!

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Imperfection... ♥

Imperfection... ♥

Her roll rounded eyes and dark hair,
Which seemed a perfect match...
as boyish looks...ngeeee..
Her hair was short,
But to love; she couldn't attach...
not for now....mybe...
just maybe....


Her smile still lingers to this day,
On a face that's no longer there.
You see her everywhere you go mybe in ur dream ,
like u ever met before....
But the truth ..
only at her photo, you stare.
.....did u ever notice...
she feel so invisible...

She still has a twinkle in her eye,
That could never be consumed.
she love stare at the star...
talking to the moon...
Send the message by the wind...
with hope that the guy that she missed...
know how she feels ..
with funny feeling inside..
You look her like she was happy,
But that's only what you assumed....

Nobody ever notices the smile,
That has already been worn out...
The frown was not yet visible,
But it was there without a doubt...

Dear friend...
Please don't guarantee she happy,
Because her heart's going away...
she cannot promise you any favours,
she still not happy today.
That smile that she holding,
Has already been snatched apart.
Don't be rough with that photo
you'll see a clearer broken heart...
if u juz could see the wound.... that
tears her apart...

The truth is..
She is not the kind of gurl 24/7
that will sms keep calling u
not the kind of gurl that will
spot check ur schedule...
cuz she's not ur wiffy not even ur GF...
but she want u to know....

Each time When she sms's u ..
she want you to reply at least once....
When she say "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.
but she will be a gurl that stand beside you...
when nobody care about U...
u can find her right there...
to share ur tears ....

By : LT



Malam nih dapat award ...hehe
dari sahabat maya
her name Q



~ape yg Q buat n adalah di ats ikhlaz aty nurani
wlopom kte x jmpe seseowam..tp kte ttp bleh jadik kwn bek... ..
Q uat ini adalah krna D owam pertama yg bertye mslh ttg Q tika
Q dilanda tsunami sti tika dlu... . d Q takkn lupe etu semua... .
.D tayam kamoo pemerhati,penasihat n
pendengar yg tayam kamooo

kata Q...tengs beb

oowh yer nih kawan dari social network yang lain
maaf tak dinyatakan...bg LT blog , fb, dan lain2..semua
kawan bawu....takmo kawan yang sama ahaks !...
lagipun nama LT kat sana dikenali sebagai D...
Ku disana hanya untuk menghiburkan hati
tapi dah terjatuh hati dengan penduduk sana
ahaks ....


disebabkan itu LT
telah edit gambar dia ...:)
as a present ...
LT takde duit mahu bagi...
ini sebagai tanda ...








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There is a place I go, when I'm alone

Sometimes I cry,
While I lay here in my bed...
and wrote somthing here..
such as....below...

Dear...Love,
I don't know
If I can live without you
And I don't know
If I could...
I don't know
Everything I know...
I miss you...
Never thought my heart would sound this beat,
but heart and thoughts were incomplete ...

. . . You were not here.

sincerely
LT.....

mood : loved...
listening : what can i do by the corrs

There was a time ...
I look to the sky,
And ask him to answer the questions...
that lie within my head...
but he seem so clueless....
that day.....maybe juz maybe.....
we juz don't meant to be....

as time goes by...
now...just ....
Another sleepless night,
Had me wide awake again....
I cannot believe I'm fallin'
Hold it close won't let this go
That's where I'm goin'
Please catch me when I fall
Or else I wont come back at all .....
but do u even care...?? sigh!

cuz ...All this while....
I try....to
forget you, but you keep popping up
get away, but you always pull me back
meet someone new, but i still turn to YOU...
missing YOU...
but still i'm still so
INVISIBLE....to u....

i just wanna let YoU know...
it's been you for a while, yes it is true...
The one who constantly inspires me,
It's weird how you're miles away...
But I feel you close everyday.
I don't know what it is I feel
And why it is such a great deal.
I wonder if you know that it's been you for a while?
would u ever believe me...
when i say " I MISS YOU "
i'm dying to hear....that " I MISS u TOO "
at least ONCE....before i'm GONE...
leaving everything like it was before...
WiLL YOU ???

cuz
deep inside...
i'm still have faith..
that someday...
You ask me if I'm ready,
I'll tell you that I'm yours.


(saje menulis.........penuh jiwang kan???)

papan...bzz but he still remember ...me tengs.....!!
dia bz nk update blog dia pun takde masa...takpe...
beselah...keje lagi...byk aktiviti...semoga awak baek2 aja...

'' hidup ini singkat..
dan perkataan rindu tidak terbatas untuk
orang yang bercinta sahaja.....by papan "

quote from google...to share

• the power of a smile can heal a frozen heart

• There's a door for us all to open, If only we can find the key... There's a longing in each heart, And its inside you and me.
  

status FB aku malam ni :

i hate being single it makes me so available to anyone..
but i'm not ready for any kind of relationship....

not yet ...
but i love being loved....:

Do i have any OPTION....

renungan buat teman-teman dan diri ....sendirik

Jika mahu mendapatkn yg soleh,
kurangkn agenda menCARI si Soleh,
tetapi berusahalah mnJADI yg solehah.
Jika inginkan yg solehah,
janganlah cerewet menCARI yg solehah,
tetapi berusahalah menJADI yg
soleh.Bertemu yg solehah,
solehahnya dia belum tentu kekal.
Bertemu yg soleh,
solehnya boleh berubah...kerna si soleh ; si solehah
adalah insan biasa...
Perkahwinan adalah sebahagian daripada proses utk

MENJADI dan bkn MENCARI..

'' Ya ALLAH seandainya dia ditakdirkan menjadi milik aku ...
dekatkanlah hati kami dalam redhaMU
seandainya dia bukan ditakdirkan untuk aku
damaikanlah hati kami dengan ketentuanMU...

amin

Dear LOVE ...

I want to be the one
That you always think of
I want to be the one
You'll continue to love
But for now I'll be here
For you always as a friend
Maybe in love on the side
But your buddy 'til the end...

sincerely

Your admirer

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seringkali hati ini ingin mengapai....cinta itu...
mungkinkah , adakah ia memang ditakdirkan untukku...
ku tak ingin dilukai atau melukai....atau tercaras rasa ku...
ku hanya mahu terus menyinta walaupun sedetik lebih...
walaupun aku tahu...cinta itu bukan milik ku akhirnya...
...namun bisakah ku memberi hati ini.....dan menjaga hatinya....
hadirlah berikan bayanganmu tika jaga ku....

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Time is Tide

pagi2...rase sgt3
disayangi oleh temanFB ku...
huhukkk sob sob...
demam....haishkk tengs sume...
sudi jenguk WALL fb ku...

mr.K bagi aku teka teki...
i make it easier ...
why u make it harder...
fyi ..LT memang paling tak suka
benda perah otak....hmm sigh
kita berbeza...
btw tengs for kata2 semalam
hargai...:)....


semalam PRINCE charming Sms hikhik
why LT panggil dia mcm tuh...cuz...
sebab i'm think he is mr right...
but not for me....lah ...:P
asyik jumpe langit je..
jauh je rase....nak gapai ahaks TET!!!
tak kisah yang penting he sincere jadi kawan LT
so glad....got his sms...he said he @ munich..???
over the sea...???forever???
don't know lah...tapi kan...
all this while i thought he gonna married soon..
rupenye still single...OOps!
he did mention tentang LOYAL...
setia pada yang satu...( sweet kan )

'' bila i sayang,suka,minat itu je i nak ...jika sebalik nya
hanya kuasa DIA je dapat menentukanNYA "

semalam aku terusik hati dia dgn nama tuh...
hurm maaf sgt2.....i hope u recover soon....
and smile always.....by the way kalau kwn2 nak tahu
gambar header permandangan di atas nih gambar dia....
LT edit dgn PS letak byg2 manusia...hehehe...
LT xmo letak gmbr die kat sini....
aperpun mmg dia comel lah...
camne nak describe eh..mcm muke
mcm model lah...kulit putih , sepet
dia seorang kawan yg supportive...


wish for ur happiness ....always...
insyaALLAH
my happiness as well..
have faith that we are not alone..
ALLAH know what the best for us...

" Crying at the end does not mean it is a sad ending story,
and laughing in the end does not mean it is happy story..
I learned a lot of things and gained many new experiences.
It was memorable times that will be unforgettable.
This's just a sharing and reminder to myself to be better and better.
Although it seems everything was sweet,
there were also bitter memories.." -Prince charming

Oops : sorry dude i cut & paste here..nice word....
totally agreee ok...jangan SUE i taw:P
if i'm not mistaken dia LAWYER...
so bahasa english dia mantop....
tak macam LT mangalish...
malay plus ENGLISH hahah


I like to copy an Arabic poem as shared by the speaker,
"When Allah loves someone, He let other people talk about him here and there".
It's so true. It is a sign of love by Allah to His Messenger.
The poem also goes to all of us.
People will never stop talking, either good or bad,
it is a sign of love! just remember that my friends...-Prince Charming


LT : noted !!
( haippp takmo gosip LT kawan dia je )

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Time is Tide
but i keep moving on...
we live , we love...
and we hurt...and LEARN

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